I don't intend to be one, it's just, I change my mind about things too much. I say love is a silly word, and then start to fall in it. If I kept my thoughts to myself then it wouldn't be so bad. I'd just be the girl that can't make up her mind. I know I'm indecisive, I know I'm irrational and I know I'm rash. I'm one of those people that thinks, about everything, anything, all the time. All the what if's, the why not's.
I wish I didn't. I wish I could be happy for each moment as it passes, instead of breaking it down to think of it as the result of something else said, something else done. Always afraid to do something because there could be consequences I'm not yet ready to handle.
At times, I'm a mess. I know, trust me. But it can't be helped.
