okay, maybe i am. just a little bit.
but a lot of the time i'm fine, it's really just when i'm alone with time to think that i realise just how disillusioned with my life i am.
so don't take one read of this blog and think, wow, this kid is messed up.
because everyone is, some people are just too dumb to realise it.
some day, hopefully soon, you'll be able to read this and not be shocked. because i'll have written something happy. and in it's own way, that would be shocking too; it's been a while.
but until then, you'll have to deal with the hormonal, sad, teenage girl that screams through these words. metaphorically, that is.
