crazy..

It's crazy, when feelings come and go and you can't decide what it is that you want. When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so badly, but all you can do is push them farther and farther away.


It's not easy to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realise that things are different, and they probably won't ever be the same again. You tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.