Sunday, November 14, 2010

a sonnet.

you will never know what you mean to me;
although it's hard, i try to hide my heart.
it's a self-preservation thing, you see;
to tell the truth i never want to part.
to me you are my stars, my moon, my sun;
your smile lights up the darkest of my days.
i search to find your flaws but there are none;
i feel like falling down beneath your gaze.
what i can't have is the thing i yearn for;
that we are friends stops me from having you.
but you're the only one that i adore;
it hurts to think i'll never tell you true.
      i'm going to try to act like i don't care,
      so i don't ruin what's already there.