so putting off exam study for as long as possible isn't the smartest decision i've made in my life.
watching old episodes of gossip girl at midnight isn't either.
same goes for writing pointless blog posts about not studying when i should really just disconnect all electronic devices, sit at my desk which is currently covered with random crap, and ponder through textbooks.
the problem is, i'm one of the biggest procrastinators in the entire universe.
my room, you see, is nearly always messy, unless i want to go somewhere, which is quite often so really my room isn't quite as messy as i suppose it is. but i've been locked down at home the last couple weeks in the hope that i'll get some study done...hasn't happened yet. this however, means my room is in a bit of a state.
what better time to start cleaning than when i should be taking down notes on the commonwealth electoral systems, or working my way through lots and lots and lots of maths problems?
while i'm at it, i may as well go through my clothes and re-arrange them in colour, style and ideal time of year for wear. and why don't i just do some more sketches, or find something new to play on the guitar, or come across some old magazines to flip through. why don't i go downstairs and make myself something nice to eat or drink? and why not go online to search for the ideal ball dress? or listen to my favourite songs on repeat and then go to youtube to find more songs to download? why not go write a dreary blog post about what i'm meant to be doing, and how pathetic the schooling system is with these exams they're making us take. why not?
i'll tell you why not. because if i do that then i'm going to fucking FAIL. that's why.
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four more days and i die.
