yeah, my title is so damn creative. usually i just use random words or phrases or song lyrics just to confuse people and make them think, "wow this girl is so deep man like wow, she's just so deep."
pretty sure that all this crying is going to drain all the fluid from my body so tomorrow we're going to come to school looking like wrinkly old ladies! i hope not.
hence why i'm trying to make this one less emotionally destructive.
but yeah. i'm not sure what to say here. but i want to say something. but i don't know what to say a lot of the time. which is why people think i'm all dark and mysterious when usually i'm just trying to think of something to say that isn't horrible. jokes. more like something that isn't just plain freaky.
i think i do all that stuff with so much emotion because...let's face it. i'm emotional. apparently that's not a good thing, according to my mother, because i've got to step back and focus on school. not disasters happening across the globe when i'm meant to be studying for maths...yeah. it happens.
i'm liking the idea of sifting through your personality and your subconscious. it makes me feel like something supernatural. be my superhero too?
