it's hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen ,but it's even harder to give up, when you know it's everything you want.

a part of me is trying hard
to convince myself that
i could do with you
what i did with the others,
cast them aside,
to focus on the things i really need in life.

but i swore i would change;
and follow what feels right.
the thing is,
nothing does.


everything i know
makes me unsure what to do;
you're everything i want
but i don't need you.