selfish bitches.

Word of the day:
self-centred - limited to or caring only about yourself and your own needs.
synonyms: egocentric, egoistical, selfish, self-absorbed.

So I'm a bitch. I know I'm a bitch. And I have no problem being a bitch. Actually I find it quite fun. If people thought I was nice all the time then I'd never have the opportunity to rant about other bitches being bitches and sluts and whores and dickheads and moronic twats.


But as in the aforementioned title, this post is about the selfish, self-absorbed bitches of our world. Those girls who think that their voice and their opinion is more important than anyone else's. The girls who everyone listen to because they have to, and when people ignore them just for a second, the girls who complain about no one ever listening to them. The girls who think they have it hard just because they had an argument with their mum. The attention seeking people who seem to believe they are the only ones allowed to be in a bad mood, and expect everyone to praise them for every tiny thing they have done even when a kindy kid could have done better.


Please. Grow up. You're not that smart, and you're definitely not that brilliant. If you could just stop talking for one second you'd be able to hear what other people have to say for a change and realise you're better off keeping your mouth shut. No, I really don't care what your mum said to you at dinner last night. And I don't give a shit about this new guy that you like. No, I don't have to tell you everything about my life and the people in it just because you find pleasure in repeating your life story to everyone you see. Yes, I know, I knew that a month ago. Yes, I had that very same thought, back when I was in Year 8. Oh really, I had no idea! No wait, I've heard you say it about three times in the last hour? 


Aww you had a big fight with your mum, ohh no. Because that doesn't happen to me twice a fucking day, and not just with mum but my entire family. But wait, did I tell you about that? No. Because nobody honestly gives a shit. There are worse things in the world, it's not exactly like someone has died. Oh yeah, I forgot, we have to talk about boys and/or sex all the time, because there is absolutely NOTHING more interesting. Do you not get sick of it?


Bitch, please. Enough.


Quote of the day: (Skins Season 1)
Abigail Stock: I'll kill you, you fucking flatchested cocksucking spastic fucking horsefucker! 
Sid: Wow. Good swearing. 

how opprobrious.

Word of the day:
ignominious - deserving or bringing disgrace or shame.
synonyms: disgraceful, inglorious, opprobrious, shameful.

I have a literature test tomorrow on Romantic poetry. Just to let you know. So here's one from me. Doesn't quite fit the 'Romantic' genre, but it's mine and mine alone.

I don't love you. And I'm sorry,
But I know now that I never did.
I wanted it to mean something.
But for some reason or another
It didn't.

You can tell me you love me,

How can I be sure that you mean it?

It would never have worked,

We just weren't meant to be.

You were too trusting;

I made too many excuses.

Now there's someone else,
And he's different from you.
Seems more real; like someone
I'd want to keep in my life forever.
He's caught my attention;
All I need to do is catch his.

Love? Pfft.

Word of the day
Supercilious - having or showing arrogant superiority to and disdain of those one views as unworthy. 
Synonyms: snide, sneering, haughty, disdainful.

Seeing as so far here I've been all sentimental and girly, I've decided this post I'll have to resort to being that snide bitch that I am in real life. Not that being a snide bitch is bad thing, mind. :)

So what am I talking about? Love. I shudder at the thought of it. Not real love, I mean it's obviously a good thing to love and be loved. But it's the juvenile, teenage idea of love that pisses me off. All those 'ILY's' and 'I love you's' that get passed around so carelessly make me feel sick. I don't care if you say it to your friends, yeah whatever. I know I rarely do, but I'm part Asian - I don't even tell my mother I love her. *shocked*

What I get annoyed at is how in teenage relationships people can tell each other they love each other within the first few weeks of a relationship. How can you even know so soon unless you've known them for years? Most of the time the words are hardly meant, just thrown about because thats just 'what you're meant to say.' But if they're not meant then why say them? It just ends in someone getting hurt.

And that makes me feel like a hypocrite because I've definitely done/said things like it without meaning it. But never again. Trust me.

I just can't take relationships now seriously. They just seem so juvenile and unrealistic, and they all will have to end at some point, because truthfully do you seriously want to be with this guy/girl for the rest of your life? Are you going to get married to them? Most chances are, you most definitely won't. So cut it with the 'love' until you're ready. Sure, have relationships, and have fun. Be experimental. But don't expect it to last because it won't. Don't feel hurt when it really isn't worth it. And most of all, don't lie. Mean what you say, or don't say anything at all.

Who, who do you think you are?

So I've been part of the school production of "The Wiz" for the last few months, and tonight is the last performance. I may be just a chorus member but well without us the musical would be...just a little terrible.

Anyway. There's this guy. And no, this has nothing to do with me. Not really. Because everyone, I repeat, EVERYONE, is obsessed with him. Something close to obsession, anyway. For good reasons as he is one of the nicest people you will ever meet, an amazingly talented dancer, and has very nice arms...moving on. So my friend "likes" him. Thinks she does. But there's a difference between like and "like", right?

You can like all the good things about someone, but then once you've got to know them well and you learn all their bad habits and qualities, I guess you have to learn to love and accept them for who they are or just...not like them anymore. I don't know, just a thought.

Everything Will Be Alright

Sometimes you just have to settle for what you’ve got,

and if that’s nothing, so be it.

Some things were never meant to be.

I can see that now.

I look at you through a different light;

and I guess you’re not as cool as I once thought you were.

You moved on a long time ago -

I’ve learnt to accept it.

Now I’m just going to go with the flow,

take life as it happens.

The best things come to those who wait.

COOKING TIME

Okay so I really just have to share with you this amazing website. It looks really quite helpful, actually. But I don't need it seeing as I'm not really likely to be cooking dinner any time soon. But just in case:
http://www.whatthefuckshouldimakefordinner.com/index.php
That is all.

les examens

Donc je suis tres contente maintenant parce que je n'ai pas d'examens plus! Sauf pour un evaluation de francais oral, bien sur. Demain. Ce qui explique pourquoi je parle en francais ici.

Je pense que j'arreterai maintenant. Au revoir!