gotta love teachers.

"you know, and i know, that you could have done better."
"this was a little disappointing."
"your marks have dropped."
"definitely didn't expect you to get this, i have to say it came as a bit of a shock."

i don't know what's worse.
people telling me it's okay to not achieve what i could have, or people expecting me to achieve and being disappointed.

one more day and i can forget about it all.

wild, wild horses couldn't drag me away.

a beautiful lie

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me

It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me

Everyone's looking at me
I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game

~ I want to lie there like that forever,

where it’s just me and him and the whole world. ~

enjoy the silence

"...all I ever wanted
all I ever needed
is here, in my arms.
words are very unnecessary

they can only do harm..."

the silence from outer space never seemed so loud.

a song is like a dream, and you try to make it come true.

why do you do it?

i want to fly away

but i can't.

for a moment i don't feel a thing.

I just want to curl up into a ball and forget the world. Forget all of this. 

all for believing.

pull back the shield between us, and i'll kiss you.
drop your defences and come into my arms.

l'amour

Il faut s'aimer, et puis il faut se le dire, et puis il faut se l'ecrire, et puis il faut baiser sur la bouche, sur les yeux et ailleurs.
- Victor Hugo