Thursday, June 16, 2011

the truth is i'm a liar.

but only because i'm scared of the truth.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

back when a day meant forever.

that day in your bedroom, when you began to speak
you stopped yourself and kissed me
and i grabbed your arm and said
i know, i know.
i feel the same as you.

and i know, i know, it's changed since then.
and in every way, i've changed since then.
such a long time ago,
when i drove you away.

you corruptible little thing.

naivety is cute up to a point. but once you've reached 17, it's just not acceptable anymore. please please please, reality set in. or else you'll be ignorant for the rest of your life.

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Tuesday, June 14, 2011

it doesn't make any sense.

talking to someone doesn't define an attraction of that kind. not everyone is attracted to everyone they talk to. especially someone they don't even know. c'est ridicule!

purgatory.

Well I was the one who showed you the sky


But you brought it down, down to my thighs


Sadly believed every word I didn't mean


About loving darkness.





And there it is now, he enters the room


It guts like a fish to see how he's grown


Saw me go out onto the town to mess around





Well you were the one who thought it was funny


That half of the world had never seen money


Shimmy-shuffle 'round, break it all down


It never comes to an end as long as you can help yourself





So, let me go out into the evil world that you know

Oh, let me go, let me go, let me go out into the sinful world that you know


That you really love

Monday, June 13, 2011

confusion

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she loved only two things:

one was her long dark hair

and the other was how easily she could cut it off.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

nobody ever had a dream around here

and i don't really mind that it's starting to get to me.

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i can't live forever, i can't always be

one day i'll be sand on a beach by the sea.

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i thought we were different.

but apparently not.

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Tuesday, June 7, 2011

most people don't see it

but there's a hole in the flyscreen of one of the windows in the front living room, from a day years ago when someone must have tried and failed to break in. it's just a small, fist-sized and inconspicuous little tear that everyone passes by on their way around the house, but it's there all the same.

and theres a tear in the flyscreen of my bedroom window too. second floor.
it's a lot bigger, but hardly noticeable from the ground. if you saw it you'd probably wonder how and why someone climbed up to reach there, just to get in to a teenager's room full of the usual discarded junk, memories and possessions.

except if you knew better, you'd know it wasn't made by someone trying to get in.