“But what I do I do because I like to do.”

“The important thing is moral choice. Evil has to exist along with good, in order that moral choice may operate. Life is sustained by the grinding opposition of moral entities.”


- Anthony Burgess, A Clockwork Orange

loud words never bothered me like they do to you.

My temper got the best of me

And when I said that I mean

I know that every single word that I said was true

"...comme vous pouvez le voir, je ne souris, ni ris, ni vis," et c'est tout ce qu'elle a dit.

I'm here, and it's tomorrow.

I don't think I'll even realise it until I see you.

 how much has actually changed; and somehow,

before you went away. Because it's difficult to believe

for me to get things back to anything close to what they were

And I am, in a way, but I'm anxious as well. I just don't know if it's enough time,

So you are back in fifty five days; and I should be so happy, ecstatic, over the moon.

There's no word for yesterday in Eskimo language.

'...and I'm scared of what's behind, and what's before.'

I know a year is always longer than it seems. I just wasn't aware that so much could happen in that amount of time. And I wish I could say that in spite of it all, I'm still the same as I was; that I'm still as hopeful and sure about what I want. But what's the use in that? It simply wouldn't be true.

A cold wind whispers and stirs a dream into the night.

"Then in the end, it won't matter, that I didn't do all the things I planned. Maybe nothing ever really matters, you only think it does. And all the notches on the belt that you run around gathering - as if the world will count themp up and reward you, declare you human after all - they won't matter either. All that time you could have been lying there under a tree, under a sky, bewildered only by the beauty above you. And still the world would declare the same thing: you are alive. Yes, you are." - Martine Murray, How to make a bird

And I know that you’re mad at me but if you're thinking like that I think you'll see that you're mad at you too.

There's nothing I could say
To make you try to feel ok
And nothing you could do
To stop me feeling the way I do
And if the chance should happen
That I never see you again
Just remember that I'll always love you

I'd be a better person
On the other side I'm sure
You'd find a way to help yourself
And find another door
To shrug off minor incidents
And make us both feel proud
I just wish I could be there
To see you through

You always were the one
To make us stand out in a crowd
Though every once upon a while
Your head was in the cloud
There's nothing you could never do
To ever let me down
And remember that I'll always love you