you lied to me.

Quiet as the grave, the city sleeps, dreaming of a better tomorrow.

 And somewhere, in dreary, abandoned streets, and white as the hills of a northern winter, a goat wanders alone.

cute.

you don't belong on a funny farm.

songs that bring goosebumps.

time to wake up.

trouble.

magic.

once upon a time.

no more dreaming like a girl, so in love with the wrong world.

who will love you? who will fight? who will fall far behind?

cut out all the ropes and let me fall.

I'll start before I can stop, before I see things the right way up.

How long before I get in?
Before it starts, before I begin?
How long before you decide?
Before I know what it feels like?
Where To, where do I go?
If you never try, then you'll never know.
How long do I have to climb,
Up on the side of this mountain of mine?

talk won't change a thing.

felt it in my fist, in my feet, in the hollows of my eyelids, shaking through my skull, through my spine and down through my ribs

And I could hear the thunder and see the lightning crack
All around the world was waking, I never could go back
'Cause all the walls of dreaming, they were torn right open
And finally it seemed that the spell was broken

don't waste the sun on a rainy day
the wind will soon blow it all away

the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out

today was gonna be the day
but they'll never throw it back to you
by now you should've somehow
realised what you gotta do
i don't believe that anybody
feels the way i do
about you now.

in time.

who knows what will happen?

you've wasted your turns on my heart.

i need you to need me.

requiem for a dream.

knowing there's a chance it's all too late
my dream is gone.

i can't afford to, i have to avoid you.

It's not my fault
That I want to have it all
I seem to forget how easy I fall out

I'm not yours and you're not mine

sounds.

I am not you.

I cannot talk the way you talk.

I cannot think the way you think.

I cannot have your goals, your dreams, your hopes.

I cannot believe in the things you believe in

I cannot hold important what you see to be important.

I cannot love the way you claim to love, for I have not experienced it, and cannot be sure of its existence until I do.

But I can smile, and say I understand, even when I think that which you say makes no sense at all.

normalcy.

a little bit tired of feeling that i'll be the bad fruit nobody buys

tell me did you think we all dreamed the same?

wednesday's child is full of woe.

because you're the best paint life ever made.

take another walk out of your fake world.

january february march april may, i'm alive.

i dreamed i was dying
as i so often do
and when i awoke
i was sure it was true

i ran to the window
threw my head to the sky
and said whoever is up there
please don't let me die

but i can't live forever
i can't always be
one day i'll be sand
on a beach by the sea

the pages keep turning
i'll mark off each day with a cross
and i'll laugh about all that we've lost.

you're blocking the sunshine.

it all seems unimportant in the grander scheme of things

why can't i live just to grow old?

spam, spam, spam, eggs, bacon, eggs and spam.

i eat like a baby dinosaur.

nothing goes as planned.
everything will break.
shattered pieces
on the floor
left to rot
forgotten.

buried deeper under more and more nothing until they are dug up again.

i wasn't fit to have you but i will never run and hide
i don't know what can be so hard to say
but wait, there will be a better time
or maybe not.